reminiscin'.... the first time we met...

going back to the days when i first met him... sigh... (february 2005)


i never expected that i will find this very loving, handsome, sweet, funny, responsible young man from yahoo chatroom!!! whoooaaa! yup you're right! there's this one lost among the mostly (not all... dont quote me...) perv tot tot.. crowd!why was i there in the first place??? there's what you call RocKy timeS in a relationship... mostly if you're dealing with something "long distance" as they call it... been with this guy (an indian and im a filipina) for more than 2 years...was separated by work... to make the long story short, it was a great love but faltered... so there i was, online waiting for my RockY bf to get on... time passed by and i was bored... ive never been to those chatrooms before, never really know how to used it, just remembered how my cousin said that you can find people to talk to in chatrooms...was bored and the kind of chikadora that i am, i got curious and started to figure out how can i find someone to talk to with sense... (its always easier for me to open up with someone i dont know... better that way, at least they wont judge you for who you are and what have you done in the past... they'd talk to you in a very objective manner... which is a good thing... ) ok... so there i was!!! my chatroom expedition! got to Kentucky chatroom... (dont ask me how i got there!) with the mouse clicking and pointing and clicking, there!!!! oooops!! a message popped out in my screen....

hi... howre you...
i said hello back...
and it all began...

it was light, fun, and very interesting conversation... he was bored at work... i was bored waiting for my ex... we became friends... we just had our exchanges of LOL's and LMAO... and click... it was movie in the making!!! yup friends!! we've chatted like crazy, we felt so at ease talking just like that and we felt like we have known each other for a long time.... after 3 months of chatting and texting, and take note.. no WEBCAMS, no VOICE... then guess who dropped the bomb?? (ofcourse.. the ex was DONE and over with!) then he asked.... " are we dating?!@!? " oooooooooooooooooooooh my... naloka ang lola mo!! i almost fell from my seat... and texted back.. " what do you think? " hahhahahaha :)) felt this connection between us... i have never expected that im going to fall under the category of "online daters", but yeah!! proud to say! i AM... lol... yes... we started dating, have fallen in love once again..... and then with the growing bills on cafe lounge chats... guess what happened when ive first seen him on cam after many months of correspondence... hahahahaha.. this time i fell hard on the floor... he is soooooooooooooooo CUTE, HandSOme... GUWAPO, Young with Beautiful BLUE EYED whitie... hahahhaha, yeah thats how i call him... my whitie... it was like WOW!! youre making my heart melt with tears... (Over Ha!!) But, yeah... ive fallen for someone sooooooo POGI without even knowing how POGI he really is looks wise...was like winning a one million lotto ticket...

online dating can be sooooooo hard... it begins with honesty and trust.. i have never really known this person, but ive been very honest with him from the very first time that we've chatted... i wasnt expecting anything or the same honesty in return, but it just came out naturally... if you are sincere with who you really are and what you say you are... it can be contagious... the other person will feel the same way, and treat you with the right attitude you deserve to be treated with...

this is just the beginning of our journey... more to come... many things that had happened... many things needed to put down into writing...

until then....

simple best things

Reminiscin'

some of the simple best things ive done in life...
itching, scratching...
giving my most sincere smile (even to strangers)...
receiving the sweetest sincere smile back (even from strangers)...
giving a warm tight embrace...
receiving the same warm tight embrace...
laughing my hearts out...
sitting quiet with friends...
receiving a compliment from a stranger, from friends unexpectedly...
giving compliments to strangers, friends...
giving voluntarily to the needy...
satisfying my craving...
eating a whole bar of chocolate...
eating in a big bowl of ice cream...
playing & laughin in the rain (imiss the most)...
tickling & being tickled...
sleeping...
kissing...
cuddling...
listening to reggae & dancing along...
dancing to oblivion...
singing like no one's around...

loving endlessly...

being loved back...

lying in a hammock under coco trees in the beach...
watching raindrops sitting beside a glass window with a cup of choco...
watching the sunset...
walking along the beach on a sunset, barefooted...
reading a good book...
praying solemnly, enriching my spirit...
pampering myself...

shopping, splurging like there's no tomorrow with friends...
travelling to some place new, exploring alone, being lost & asking directions (was funny)...
eating out with friends...
pigging out once in a while...
eating 2 family sized pan pizza with tintin til we throw up...
cooking, experimenting, baking, letting people judge em...
giving directions to lost strangers...
assisting an oldie crossing the street, getting down the jeep...
critisizing a friend knowing they wont mind, rather love u more...
drinking til morning, drinking without eating, til throwing up green weird stuffs, getting drunk and being cared for by friends around (funny) and getting scolded in the morning...
sleeping over to friends house...
sneaking out of the dorm to be out with friends...
watching & listening to live bands while out with friends...
going out of the country...
getting caught by police due to a kiss in cheek (funny) in an arab country (was the scariest of my life though!)...
being inlove...
takin a cold shower in one hot sweaty summer day...
eating green mangoes with spicy shrimp paste or spicy fish bagoong with vinegar under the mango tree...
minutes/hours after knowing that i passed the boards! (PT/RN)...
posing, smiling, just being silly in front of all kinds of camera's...
reminiscing...
more to come as i journey thru life...

my first entree....

" Books are judged by their covers... and now... by their BlOGGS!" it doesnt make sense.. lol.. let me take you for a ride instead...

my first entree... going on bare.. before you can create a blog... you have to have something full of sense in mind... before you can create an audience, you dont have to be extraordinary, but at least entertaining... before fellow bloggers can learn from you... you have to post blogs of real happenings... this isnt just A diary... its the persona in meee that most of the people around me doesnt know of... sharing wont necessarily mean that you'll get something out of me... but hoping at least, would help you in any possible way... the way its helping me... geeeeeeez... dying to get out of this skin... :)) to my baby... iloveyou so much... this is for you!!! to my friends! hoping to keep in touch with you all!!

enjoy my bloggs... like the way im enjoying yours!!

peace ;P