reminiscin'.... the first time we met...

going back to the days when i first met him... sigh... (february 2005)


i never expected that i will find this very loving, handsome, sweet, funny, responsible young man from yahoo chatroom!!! whoooaaa! yup you're right! there's this one lost among the mostly (not all... dont quote me...) perv tot tot.. crowd!why was i there in the first place??? there's what you call RocKy timeS in a relationship... mostly if you're dealing with something "long distance" as they call it... been with this guy (an indian and im a filipina) for more than 2 years...was separated by work... to make the long story short, it was a great love but faltered... so there i was, online waiting for my RockY bf to get on... time passed by and i was bored... ive never been to those chatrooms before, never really know how to used it, just remembered how my cousin said that you can find people to talk to in chatrooms...was bored and the kind of chikadora that i am, i got curious and started to figure out how can i find someone to talk to with sense... (its always easier for me to open up with someone i dont know... better that way, at least they wont judge you for who you are and what have you done in the past... they'd talk to you in a very objective manner... which is a good thing... ) ok... so there i was!!! my chatroom expedition! got to Kentucky chatroom... (dont ask me how i got there!) with the mouse clicking and pointing and clicking, there!!!! oooops!! a message popped out in my screen....

hi... howre you...
i said hello back...
and it all began...

it was light, fun, and very interesting conversation... he was bored at work... i was bored waiting for my ex... we became friends... we just had our exchanges of LOL's and LMAO... and click... it was movie in the making!!! yup friends!! we've chatted like crazy, we felt so at ease talking just like that and we felt like we have known each other for a long time.... after 3 months of chatting and texting, and take note.. no WEBCAMS, no VOICE... then guess who dropped the bomb?? (ofcourse.. the ex was DONE and over with!) then he asked.... " are we dating?!@!? " oooooooooooooooooooooh my... naloka ang lola mo!! i almost fell from my seat... and texted back.. " what do you think? " hahhahahaha :)) felt this connection between us... i have never expected that im going to fall under the category of "online daters", but yeah!! proud to say! i AM... lol... yes... we started dating, have fallen in love once again..... and then with the growing bills on cafe lounge chats... guess what happened when ive first seen him on cam after many months of correspondence... hahahahaha.. this time i fell hard on the floor... he is soooooooooooooooo CUTE, HandSOme... GUWAPO, Young with Beautiful BLUE EYED whitie... hahahhaha, yeah thats how i call him... my whitie... it was like WOW!! youre making my heart melt with tears... (Over Ha!!) But, yeah... ive fallen for someone sooooooo POGI without even knowing how POGI he really is looks wise...was like winning a one million lotto ticket...

online dating can be sooooooo hard... it begins with honesty and trust.. i have never really known this person, but ive been very honest with him from the very first time that we've chatted... i wasnt expecting anything or the same honesty in return, but it just came out naturally... if you are sincere with who you really are and what you say you are... it can be contagious... the other person will feel the same way, and treat you with the right attitude you deserve to be treated with...

this is just the beginning of our journey... more to come... many things that had happened... many things needed to put down into writing...

until then....